Thank you, Naina. I agree, it’s not his fault. It’d be so much easier if he had done it on purpose. Then I could hate him! But he didn’t, and I don’t want to hate him. We owe each other nothing and he has every right to post whatever he wants, as do I. Blocking always felt over dramatic which is why I never did it. And the false notion that I could handle it and false pride that it didn’t effect me. But it was the only way to get distance and perspective. I only wish I’d done it sooner. I’m glad I could write something that resonated with others!

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